I have a secret. A secret I hate talking about. A secret that makes me sad. I am 35 years old and a man has never told me he loves me. Ever. Just typing it out brings me shame and sadness. I feel like it’s my fault, though I don’t know why. I’ve had a couple guys get close to saying it, one even talking … Continue reading “I love you”
I am so tired of dealing with rejection. Even just typing out the word exhausts me. I consider myself to be a very resilient person, someone who has overcome many odds. But, facing rejection for months on end has proven to break me down in ways that I can’t even articulate anymore. I have been stuck in an unhappy place for months, not all day, … Continue reading The never ending straw that broke my back
Yep, it’s true. I’m going to do the Whole30 again starting March 1st. However, I won’t be posting daily updates about it on here. However, as I’ve been thinking about doing this again, I thought it would be a good idea to reflect on the last one I did, even though it’s been over a year and the details are a bit foggy. I definitely … Continue reading Whole30…..again?!
There are just days when everything in my head is too much and I can’t really get words out of my mouth that make sense I’m an extremely emotional person I feel more than anything else Sometimes those feelings don’t translate to logical phrases There are just…..singular words associated with an intrinsic notion Most times, people don’t understand They can’t logically explain But they can … Continue reading Sometimes I take to writing
Over the past year, I’ve slowly come to despise technology. Not that I don’t use it every day, but I really hate the way it has taken over our lives, and replaced so much of our face-to-face interactions. Any time I go out, either with friends, or even alone, I tend to people watch, and it’s always astounding to me to see a group of … Continue reading Being present
I fell in love with Mumford & Sons last year, when I was going through a very hard time. Their music touched me in a way that not many artists do. Their lyrics, their music, it was all perfect. I listened to their album over and over. Their newest album is even better! I had been checking their website every few months for new tour … Continue reading Mumford & Sons
I have discovered why people sometimes ditch having relationships with people and just stick with animals. People are……complicated! There are a million different explanations for that statement, but suffice it say that this weekend, I have had my fill with difficult people. However, despite those circumstances, I have also had a couple of amazing times developing deeper friendships with people that I may not have … Continue reading People vs. Dogs = Dogs win